A N V I

I'm Seriously On Cloud 9 Nowadays.

Because When I Last Talked To Kavya About What's Going Between Her And Ved.

She Clearly Said There's Nothing Between And Will Never Be.

But I Can See It In Her Eyes That A Part Of Her Don't Want To Say This.She Wanted To Say Something Else but She Hold Herself.

It's Good For Me But Why Does It Not Feel Like That Way,I'm On Cloud 9 But With A Fake One.

Maybe It's Clear From Her Side But Maybe For Vedant It's Only Her.

Did He Forgot About The Agreement?

Please No He Can't.

Yeah In Many Ways It's Not Right, Because We Were Kids and It's A Gen-Z Generation Now.Who Believes In These Agreement Which Sealed Our Future.

But What About My Feelings? About Us? We Felt It Very Real.Ved Felt Too But What Happened.What Happened To Him.

I'll Never Know His Side And I Don't Even Want To Ask Him About All This.But We Have To Give Ourselves Clarity.

Didn't He Gave on his Car Few Weeks Ago?

Ugh! Yeah He Did But That's Not Enough For Me Ok And Even If He Said That.He Have To Talk To Our Family.

I Don't Wanna Force Him.It Was All Childhood Memories And Our Family Made Deal Just By Looking At Us And How Good We Look Together.

So that's Mean You'll Give Up him?

Why My Subconscious Mind Always Have To Be Opposite Me.

It's Not Giving Up,It's About Letting Him Go Because We Were Kids Back Then And We Didn't Know About These Things.

Love, Attraction,Likings.

We Only Enjoyed Ourselves That's All. I will Talk To Him And Ask Him For The Last Time And If He Still Says He Likes Her By His Full Heart.

Then

Then I'll Let Him Go And Talk To My Family.

My Mom Always Admired Vedant So Much.I Don't Know If She Will Be Happy Or Not that I'm Taking This Decision.

She's Not With Me Physically But She Is Always With My Mentally And Emotionally.

She Will Sab For Some Days Up There But She Will Feel Proud That I Didn't Snatch Someone's Love.

What About Your Love Anvi? You're Making This Decision but Will You Be Okay?Is This So Easy For You?

No,I'm Not Ready And Yeah I'll Let Go My Love Because If He Doesn't Want Me.What Will I Do?

Force Him?

I Can't I'm Not Build Like That.I will Talk To Him But Not Right Now,Not After Some Days.

I Will Take Him And Watch Them Together And Then I Will Ask Him.

"Anvi??"

I Didn't Even Realize for how long I had been starting into nothing until a Voice - Soft, Familiar,almost like a Whisper to my Heart Called My Name.

I Looked Up And There She Was Vaani.My New Friend In This College,Which I Made Few Hours Ago.

"Yes?" I Replied As If I Was Not Zoned Out Just Now.My Voice Calm.

She Sighed Heavily.

"Look,I Know We Just Became Friends And You Can't Share Anything To Me But Still, I'm A Good Listener Anvi.Maybe I Can Slove Your Problem Too." She Gave Me A Smirk.

I Nooded, Offered A Faint Smile and patted her Shoulders Soflty.

"Sure Thing Vaani. I'm An Overthinker I Was Just Thinking Random Things. And Yeah I Will Share With You If Something Is Bothering Me."

She Looked At Me For A Moment As If Looking For Something.Then She Simply Gave Me A Smile And Nooded Back.

Giving Me My Face And Not Want To Push Me Further.

The Day Passes By With A Blur But Surprisingly I Made New Friends.Only Two.

Vaani And Aisha.

We Really Get Along Too Well With Eachother,It Was Like A Healthy Trio In Just One Day.

And I Know This Is Not Just For One Day. I Can Feel It that our bonding will be very strong.

As our classes ended, my two friends and I stepped out of the college building, chatting and laughing. The day felt ordinary-until I noticed him.

He walked down the corridor with that effortless confidence, as if he owned the place.

But what stopped me in my tracks were his eyes - dark brown, intense, and locked on mine like he was searching for something... something only I had.

For a moment, the noise around me faded. It was just him, me, and that look.

Then He Stopped Infront Of Me.They Two Exchange Glances.But He Didn't Care.He Just Looked At Me And I Hold His Gaze Too.

There's No Softness In His Eyes.No Spark.No Light.Only A Dangerous Glance And It's..It's Hurting Me.

I Wanna Look Away.I Don't Want To Look Into His Eyes But Something's Holding Me. Something That Only My Kittu Holds.

I've Never Seen This Side Of Him and It's Scaring The Hell Out Of Me.

After What Feel Like An Hour.He Spokes. Breaking The Silence.

But I Couldn't Hear What He's Saying.My Only Focused On The Way His Eyes Are Fixed On Mine With A Very Scary Eyes And It's Killing Me.

I couldn't hold it in any longer my eyes brimmed with tears, ready to spill like a storm I'd kept bottled up for too long.

I shoved him away and ran, just like I always do.

Tears streamed down my face as I fled, heart pounding, soul aching.

I couldn't bear to face that dangerous look in his eyes it wasn't anger, it was something colder... unfamiliar.

It pierced right through me, tore me apart, because he had never looked at me like that before.

And somehow, that look had already killed something inside me.

I Only Saw My Way Towards My House And Nothing More.I Didn't Care About The Stares From The Public People.

All I Could See Infront Of Me Is My Way To My Apartment And The Only Voice I Can Heaven Is Mine.

What Did I Do? How Can You Look At Ms Like That? You Changed! You Changed A Lot.Ved.

I Don't Know This Vedant Who Doesn't Look At Me With His Beautiful Eyes.

I Will Never Forget This And I Will Always Hate You For Today.

I Didn't Knew Humans Can Change This Ealry.

I Somehow Reached My House.Till Now My Tears Stop Their Way Out.

But Look How Miserable I Look.I Can't Go Inside Like That.What Will I Tell Them If They Ask Me.What Happened.

I Cleaned Myself With My Hands And Tissue And Made A Normal Face.

I Bell The Ring And The Maid Opened The Door.Sbe Greeted Me With A Warm Smile.I Smiled Back.

I Looked Around And Hear Nothing.So I Asked The Maid.

"No One Home?"

"Mr. And Mrs. Kapoor Went Out I Don't Know Where And Your Brother Is Sleeping." Maid's Voice Soft And Calm.

I Nod And Went Upstairs,I Took A Deep Breathe Which I Didn't Knew I Was Holding.

My Phone Buzzes From A Notification.Its A Message From Vedant.It Says.

"Meet Me At Your Garden At 9pm."

What's Going On.But I Can't Deal With Him Not Now Or Not Ever If He Looks At Me Like That.What If I Cry Infront Of Him.

I Should Look Strong.

I Will Go And Meet Him.