A N V I

I Regret My Decisions So Bad,Why Did I Choose This College,To Suffer Those Betrayals Again.

I really thought this time I Made A Right decision Choosing This College, Choosing Vedant Again.

I'm Always Wrong,Like Always I Will Always Hate Myself For Making the Worst Decisions Ever.

Things Are Really Not Going In My Way And I Hate It,I Hate It That I'm So Naive.

I'm Getting Ready For College,I Don't Know If I Saw Vedant How Will I React,Should I Just Smile At Him Or Ignore Him?

After What I Did Last Night Was Just Too Much,This is Not Me This Not Anvi Kapoor.

FLASHBACKS

Vedant Replied To Me I Was Very Excited To Talk to him all night Because I Missed Him and I Know he missed Me Too.

I was Too Stuned My Whole Body Froze And I Saw The Text He Sent Me.

I Just Couldn't Hold Myself I Cried The Whole Night Thinking That's Is Over Between Us,That Was Just A Childhood Memory,And I Was Too Dumb To Know That We Were So Immature Back Then.

It's 2am Now,I decided To Send Him A Voice note Cuz I Can't Type My Hands Trembling.

As I Start The Voice note Button I Couldn't Say Anything,I Cried... Cried And Cried,And Finally Said.

"I..I thought weh..we Had Somthing,Even If We Were Too Young,I Felt Something Between Us,Vedd. I don't know What Happened To You This Is Not You,I Don't Know You,I...Need My Kittu Back !!"

I Couldn't Say More I Cried Even More,I Thought I Clicked The Send Option But I Didn't,After Some Time Of Crying I Saw I Didn't Send It,Then I Hit The Send Button.

END OF FLASHBACK

How Am I Suppose To Make An Eye Contact With Him But What I Said was Not Wrong.

Even If I'm Not Wrong I Should've Known That We Are Not Kids Anymore,And I Don't Even Know If He Remember Our Promises Or Not.

It's Really Tough For Me,I Regret...I Regret Everything.

Only Thing I Don't Regret Is Falling In Love With Vedant.

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"Bhaiya,Thoda Or Chal Lo, College Bss Pas He Hai"

I Said To Rikshaw Wale Bhaiya Cuz He Was Denying To Go More Further.

I Really Hate Mumbai Ke Rikshaw Wale Bhaiya,They All Are Very Mean,Now I Have To Walk From Here.

I Gave Him 50 Rupees But He Stopped Me "Areh Bhen Itne Mei Tho Koi Nhi Chalega 80 Dedo".

The Audacity this man holds, "Khu De? Apko Maine Bola Na Thori He Dur Hai Mera College Waha Tak Tho Choda Ni Gya,Ab Jao Loss Pe Or Sukhar Kro 50 Dediya"

I Said Rolling My Eyes,And That Bhaiya Shaking His Head And Didn't Said Anything To Me And Left.

"Wow Girlypop,You Nailed It" Two Girls Came And One Of Them Said This To Me,I Was Making Mt Face Cuz I Don't Know Them,NOT AT ALL.

I Simply Nodded And Smiled, "Ok,Don't Get Nervous,I'm Just Too Over Friendly" Yes,You Are Didi.

"I'm Sorry From Her Behalf, Don't Mind Her We Didn't Want To make you Nervous" Other Girl who was With that Over friendly girl, Her Voice Is So Soft And So She Is,Well Dressed,Cute,Hot, Everything.

"No,No,It's Fine You don't have to say Sorry" I Smiled. Oh Wait I have Seen her Before,She Is The Girl Who Was With Vedant,Ohhhhh.

The Over Friendly Didi Said "I really like your Attitude,Which you showed To That Auto Wale Bhaiya,Go Girll ! "

She's Funny,I Laughed At The Way She Was Talking.

"Are You New Here?" Over Friendly Asked.

"Yes,I'm A Freshie" Soft Smile

"Oh Great, Fresher's Party Will Announce Soon,By the Way What's Your Name?"

"Good News,Anvi..Anvi Kapoor"

"Nice to meet you,Anvi. We Are Your Seniors But You Don't Have To Show Respect" She Winked.

"I'll See"

"I'm Akriti And She's Kavya".

She Introduced Herself And The Girl who I Suppose To Recognise,Her Name Is Kavya.I Nod And Akriti Waved At Me Before Leaving.

I Made My Way To Class,I Couldn't Stop Thinking What Shanaya Said About Fresher's And Vedant Strictly Told No Not To Come At The Fresher's Party.

I Reached My Classroom i Glanced Over The Whole Class And Find An Empty Seat Near The Window And I Sit There.

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I Made Few Friends With Those whom I Matched My Vibe,Riya Is Very Cool TBH,I Always Wanted A Friend Like Her, Loud Speaker! Yeah.

I Only Remember Her Name Actually Cuz I Only Matched My Vibe With Her A Lot.

I'm In My Way To Go Home,I'm Waiting For The Auto,They All Are Ignoring Me Like I'm Invisible.

A Black Shiny Range Rover Car Stopped Infront Of Me And I Side Eyed That Car Because That Car Is Even Blocking Me More,So That The Auto Wale Bhaiya Couldn't See Me.

Car's Window Slowly Getting Down As If It's A Movie Sence,I'm Giving Side Eyes To The Driver So That He Know Someone Is Standing.

My Eyes Falls On The Driver,It's Vedant My Eyes Widen As I Saw Him,I Couldn't Process What I'm Watching Right Now,A Few Minutes Ago I Was Happy That I Didn't Bump Into Him At All,But Here We Are.

"Get In The Car,Anvi!"

How Can He Order Anvi?,I Ignored Him Only For Two Seconds,He Press His Horn Twice And My Ears Were About To Bleed,I Get Into His Car.

I Know I Can't Resist THE VEDANT SHARMA.

"Are Your Eyes Okay? You Cried A Lot Last Night And I'm Sorry For Hurting You Like This,I Know,I Should've Told You Earlier That I Couldn't Hold Onto My Promise But We Were Kids Back Then"

I wanna Hug Him So Bad, He's So Handsome When He's Upset Oh My God I'm Dying.

"It's Ok,Meri Galti Hai Jo Bachpan Ka Pyar Ko Sachha Smj Bethi,I'm Glad You Told Me Sooner Nahi Tho Pta Nhi Main Kitni Pyar Mei Dub Jati"

Born To Say 'No Don't Say This Don't Push Me Away,I Wanna Be With You' Forced To Say This.

Dil Pe Pathhar Rakh Kr Maine Pucha.

"Is This Because Of Kavya? You Like Her Don't You?"

I Know I'm Insane,Idk Why I Said This At This Situation Like Anvi You're Certified Pagal.

Shut Up.

Vedant Hesitate Before Replying To My Answer And Finally Reply,I Was Hoping In My Mind And Heart, Please Say No Ved,Please,Please Say No.

"Yes,I Don't Know How,When I Don't Know Anything,I Just Started Liking... Loveing Her That I Can't Control Anvi,It's Dangerous"

He Took A Pause And My Heart Was Breaking Into Millon Pieces.

"She's A Colour To My Black And White Life,Even If She Doesn't Give Me Attention I Can Feel That She Also Feels The Same For Me,Anvi."

I Could See In His Eyes, He's In Love, Vedant Is In Love And I'm Not The One Whom He Love,I'm Smiling With Him Right Now But I Could Hear My Heart Breaking Into Millon,Billon Peices.

But I Don't Hate Kavya For This Because She's Like An Angle Who Will Not Fall For Her, She's Everything What A Man Craves For And

Im Just An Ordinary Girl.

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Thankyou For Reading,I Hope You Are Enjoying This Stroy Show Some Love And Don't Forget To Comment. Kavya's POV On The Way. Stay Tune, Stay Healthy.

See You Soon 🌱.